I can't wait another second, minute or hour

AAAH:D

Meet my future love:

She's a good girl. Crazy about Elvis, loves horses, and her boyfriend too

CHIKA CHIKA YEEEEAH
In an alright mood,
almost finished breaking dawn.
Ashamed? yes. I love it so much.
Gah
It be a busy week ahead,
I'm too tired nower days.
I get exausted easily, puts me off of a lot of things.

I have alot to say, but i'm not going to say it. I'm not sure i can put these thoughts into words. So for now, I'm going to act like Ennis, and keep myself to myself for a bit. A comfortable mask, then it will all filter out.

:) It will be fiiiine

FUCK

FUCKING FUCK


Jedward are gone!


It was between them and OLLY MERS.


I love Olly!


I was more torn than a fat guys trousers


WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME BRITAN?


That right there, was the worst thing to ever happen on the X-factor.


I want Lloyd to fucking die!


why the FUCK did he get through?





A sad day for the X-factor


I didn't like them at first, but they grew on me like a fucking disease


I love them loadssss!


But still, Olly


I love him too much man!





Heres a picture of Jedward, The heros themselves:








Right, I must calm down, and go have a nice shower,
Bad freaking times.

Bessie Smith sings the blues

When things have been said so many times

You repeat back as if your learning lines

It’s so easy to fall into this trap

Cos once you get there, you can’t get back

As I get older I wonder what I’ll do

When I make my own choices and they say its up to you

Cos right now I’m feeling safe its all the same

But in a few years if I’m nowhere its me to blame

Picture frame, books and shelves, not afraid by myself

Metal strings, glowing tubes

Bessie Smith, sings the blues

Key and lock, dirty clothes, misunderstood poets prose

Dreaming with open minds, repeating back,

Learning lines

Learning lines

Learning lines

Learning lines

Whats going on?

I have no idea

I'm not very mature about some things I have decided haha

Had a good weekend though:) It's been fun

I might upload some pictures of us and Raxlar inamin haha:)

for now though, check this:

Ughhh my goddd, Carlisle

Am I the only one who finds him remotely attractive?

He's laaaaaaaavely!:)

Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum

I'm supriiiiised

I just completly condredicted myself.
If you look at my last 2 blogs, they are completly opposite
What a fool I am.
Shows how moods change eh?

I guess thats great, you don't see me crying

Oh i'm so confused:(
I don't want to carry on with this
It makes me feel uncomfortable.
Where are we?
What do you want from me?
What are you trying to keep me from?
I'm proberly looking in too deep again
But it fustrates me a great deal
I don't know waht to do!
Whats your game?
This is waaaaay beyond my maturity level i think
Thats why i can't seem to understand.
In a way though i know whats coming.
So i need to nip it in the bud before it gets any worse?
Maybe i don't care though. Maybe it's fine
I don't think its fine
Its not fine at all!
Its too weird!

Brand new baby! Casanova baby!

I have found a new love for Semisonic

They are actually amaaaaaaazing

I'm alright:)

Things defanatly do not bother me as much as they used to.

I should not make big deals out of things that are not big deals:)

Its working remarkably well.

I'm young! in-expirienced! and waiting for more

I up for anything!

Within reason

ahaaaaaa:D:D:D

'Facinating new thing, get beside me. I want you to love me!'