I feel happy now:) i have been in such a bad mood all day but now, i need to chill out and stop worrying about everything!
I had a nice convosation with Josh tonight, hes in basically the same sitch i am in. we're telling each other to get over it!
Sam called up today to have a chat to me:) he seemed so happy! it was great! he is helerrrious!
i'm proud to say he is my brother:)
I'm living in the now. Sure everyone may be drifting apart, so lets just enjoy it while it lasts.
Have an issue? here's a tissue!
Off to have a shower! a big watery hug!
and a message to you now Arseface Shithole
SUCK MY UNIT!
:)
Monday, 12 October 2009
Sunday, 11 October 2009
'But you broke me, now i can't feel anything'
FUCK OFF
for gods sake. You just have to put your snidey little comments in there dont you?
you cant fucking resist
Honestly grow up.
Cos i'm past it now. i feel abserloutly numb from this
I know exactly what you think of me. That im some sort of get around now.
just that little thing. and i know exactly what your getting at.
Its not fair. and since it all ive been having the time of my life
and you cant take it away from me
Its silly how immature you are.
for gods sake. You just have to put your snidey little comments in there dont you?
you cant fucking resist
Honestly grow up.
Cos i'm past it now. i feel abserloutly numb from this
I know exactly what you think of me. That im some sort of get around now.
just that little thing. and i know exactly what your getting at.
Its not fair. and since it all ive been having the time of my life
and you cant take it away from me
Its silly how immature you are.
Hungry eyes. One look at you and i cant diguise I got, hungry eyes
I am so feffing full right now
had so much CRAP in my system this weekend
It's been so great with Eliza:)
At first we went to Newport to browwwse around. in the end we decided NOT to go see fame and go out with Lucy and Jenna instead.
Spent a good part of our time in Joe dafloes which was very good! I felt very sophisticated haha
it was really going out with Elizas sisters. So easy to talk to. Especially when i found out that Lucy shared my mad love for The Beatles. Swapping favorites:D
We got home somewhen and watched LORDS OF DOGTOWN
Amaaaaaaazing film! Heath was truly brilliant in it!
I had alot of fun! and the greatest sleep ever.
Snug as a bug in a rug!
Sooooo tired now. I still have lines to learn
I MISS MY FRIENDS
One weekend away from them and i miss em like mad!
i'm so sad
Eloise got a text from Richard the other day that literely almost made me cry. I didnt know he was that kind of sweet!
Bless 'em!
why am i so emotional at the moment!
Its crazy! But i defanatly feel very happy at the moment:)
I feel great!
ooooerrr!
A hardcore gangsta song just came on
LUDACRIS!
'get geeet woop woop! why yo all in my ear talkin' a whole lotta shit i aint tryin' ta hear
Get back motherfucker you don't know me like that
GET BACK MOTHERFUCKER YOU DON'T KNOW ME LIKE THAT
get geet woop woop! i aint playin' around! make one false move i'll take yo dowwwn.
Get back motherfucker you don't know me like that
GET BACK MOTHERFUCKER YOU DON'T KNOW ME LIKE THAT'
niiice
I caaaaame, i sawwww, i hit him right dead in the jawww
:D
had so much CRAP in my system this weekend
It's been so great with Eliza:)
At first we went to Newport to browwwse around. in the end we decided NOT to go see fame and go out with Lucy and Jenna instead.
Spent a good part of our time in Joe dafloes which was very good! I felt very sophisticated haha
it was really going out with Elizas sisters. So easy to talk to. Especially when i found out that Lucy shared my mad love for The Beatles. Swapping favorites:D
We got home somewhen and watched LORDS OF DOGTOWN
Amaaaaaaazing film! Heath was truly brilliant in it!
I had alot of fun! and the greatest sleep ever.
Snug as a bug in a rug!
Sooooo tired now. I still have lines to learn
I MISS MY FRIENDS
One weekend away from them and i miss em like mad!
i'm so sad
Eloise got a text from Richard the other day that literely almost made me cry. I didnt know he was that kind of sweet!
Bless 'em!
why am i so emotional at the moment!
Its crazy! But i defanatly feel very happy at the moment:)
I feel great!
ooooerrr!
A hardcore gangsta song just came on
LUDACRIS!
'get geeet woop woop! why yo all in my ear talkin' a whole lotta shit i aint tryin' ta hear
Get back motherfucker you don't know me like that
GET BACK MOTHERFUCKER YOU DON'T KNOW ME LIKE THAT
get geet woop woop! i aint playin' around! make one false move i'll take yo dowwwn.
Get back motherfucker you don't know me like that
GET BACK MOTHERFUCKER YOU DON'T KNOW ME LIKE THAT'
niiice
I caaaaame, i sawwww, i hit him right dead in the jawww
:D
Sunday, 4 October 2009
'Suck my unit!'
Ok one blog straight after the other but i just had to say,
I am boy crazy
I can't stop myself
They are just amazing
so sue me?
SUCK MY UNIT
I am boy crazy
I can't stop myself
They are just amazing
so sue me?
SUCK MY UNIT
'Cover me you limp dicked fuckers!!'
Ive just been reading everyones blogs about how happy they are with theyre boyfriends and what not. Its so lovely that they are happy, they deserve the best!
but i must admit, it has made me feel very lonely.
and i sound like a selfish little shit
and i'm thinking like a selfish little shit
it feels like my friends relationships grew while mine came crashing down
and i really didnt want to make a huge deal of it because they really do seem the happyest they have ever been. How can i possibly ruin that? I didnt want to be the ebeniza scrooge of the group. so i let it out on here, and thats proberly why i sound incredibly moody all the time on this blog. I want to seem like i go on at them all the time about how my relationship ended horribly, i dont want to worry them. Cos not all relationships end bad. I think mine was bad cos of the choices made.
I just want to go out and start having a laugh! and just going out loads but it doesnt seem to happen.
IM SO BORED NOWER DAYS
i never used to be:(
Peace
but i must admit, it has made me feel very lonely.
and i sound like a selfish little shit
and i'm thinking like a selfish little shit
it feels like my friends relationships grew while mine came crashing down
and i really didnt want to make a huge deal of it because they really do seem the happyest they have ever been. How can i possibly ruin that? I didnt want to be the ebeniza scrooge of the group. so i let it out on here, and thats proberly why i sound incredibly moody all the time on this blog. I want to seem like i go on at them all the time about how my relationship ended horribly, i dont want to worry them. Cos not all relationships end bad. I think mine was bad cos of the choices made.
I just want to go out and start having a laugh! and just going out loads but it doesnt seem to happen.
IM SO BORED NOWER DAYS
i never used to be:(
Peace
Saturday, 3 October 2009
Arab really do have huuuuuge noses!
Robert Downey Jr get in me now.
Its been so nice seeing Sam. His Miley Cyrus impressions have been making me laugh so much!
Went with Kat, Carissa and Mel to see Dorian Grey
fucking fucked up film
dont reeeally know if i should recommend it to anyone or not. they might think i'm some kind of sick perv
hmmmmm
It sure was funny watching it!
I love going out with those 3, funny ass times!
I want to go out and party! I havent done anything along those lines since bestival
still, amys partys coming up. the db of our year are going though
Honestly
But still, it will be a laugh with my homies there!
i think we are just gonna go and piss about then stay at mine after
so it should be alright:)
All with a little help from my friends:D
THAT REMINDS ME!
guy with really nice eyes playing Beatles on the bango in the street today by thorntons
i gave him 25p and a dazzling smile (pah!)
I love eyes
I am a sucker for eyes
they are part of what draws me in the most
say,
i really do love those eyes
ahahaha:)
Excuses to the start of this blog and the title,
I am currently watching Iron Man you see
and yes, Robert do get in me
and arabs do have monstorously fat off noses
n'night!
Its been so nice seeing Sam. His Miley Cyrus impressions have been making me laugh so much!
Went with Kat, Carissa and Mel to see Dorian Grey
fucking fucked up film
dont reeeally know if i should recommend it to anyone or not. they might think i'm some kind of sick perv
hmmmmm
It sure was funny watching it!
I love going out with those 3, funny ass times!
I want to go out and party! I havent done anything along those lines since bestival
still, amys partys coming up. the db of our year are going though
Honestly
But still, it will be a laugh with my homies there!
i think we are just gonna go and piss about then stay at mine after
so it should be alright:)
All with a little help from my friends:D
THAT REMINDS ME!
guy with really nice eyes playing Beatles on the bango in the street today by thorntons
i gave him 25p and a dazzling smile (pah!)
I love eyes
I am a sucker for eyes
they are part of what draws me in the most
say,
i really do love those eyes
ahahaha:)
Excuses to the start of this blog and the title,
I am currently watching Iron Man you see
and yes, Robert do get in me
and arabs do have monstorously fat off noses
n'night!
Friday, 2 October 2009
The 59 Sound
And I wonder were you scared when the metal hit the glass?
See, I was playing a show down the road when your spirit left your body.
And they told me on the front lawn.I'm sorry I couldn't go, But I still know the song and the words and her name and the reasons.
And I know 'cause we were kids and we used to hang.
And I know 'cause we were kids and we used to hang
Just finished putting together my track for dance GCSE (for the 5th time)
It's finally ready, after i was told it had to be solo or duet and it couldnt have any lyrics whatsoever.
Goodbye Beatles
Hello Depressing war music from Atonement.
Niiiiice
It sucks cos, the way I would interpret the revolutionary war in veit nam is through The Beatles
now i gotta go back to bloody world war 2.
Never miiiind
Got our parts in the school play today:) I always wanted to dress up as a caterpilla. Its gonna be awsome! Eloise gets to be a crab! FECKING CRAB COSTUME!
we are gonna look redicul-arsely COOL
Did you hear the '59 Sound coming through on Grandmama's radio?Did you hear the rattling chains in the hospital walls?
Did you hear the old gospel choir when they came to carry you over?Did you hear your favorite song one last time?
I have been thinking alot tonight. And ive come to the conclusion.
You have really messed this up.
And i dont feel anything.
Cant belive it has got to this point
But i can be certain you made it this way
and i dont deserve it
Always Fridays eh?
:)
See, I was playing a show down the road when your spirit left your body.
And they told me on the front lawn.I'm sorry I couldn't go, But I still know the song and the words and her name and the reasons.
And I know 'cause we were kids and we used to hang.
And I know 'cause we were kids and we used to hang
Just finished putting together my track for dance GCSE (for the 5th time)
It's finally ready, after i was told it had to be solo or duet and it couldnt have any lyrics whatsoever.
Goodbye Beatles
Hello Depressing war music from Atonement.
Niiiiice
It sucks cos, the way I would interpret the revolutionary war in veit nam is through The Beatles
now i gotta go back to bloody world war 2.
Never miiiind
Got our parts in the school play today:) I always wanted to dress up as a caterpilla. Its gonna be awsome! Eloise gets to be a crab! FECKING CRAB COSTUME!
we are gonna look redicul-arsely COOL
Did you hear the '59 Sound coming through on Grandmama's radio?Did you hear the rattling chains in the hospital walls?
Did you hear the old gospel choir when they came to carry you over?Did you hear your favorite song one last time?
I have been thinking alot tonight. And ive come to the conclusion.
You have really messed this up.
And i dont feel anything.
Cant belive it has got to this point
But i can be certain you made it this way
and i dont deserve it
Always Fridays eh?
:)
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