Ive just been reading everyones blogs about how happy they are with theyre boyfriends and what not. Its so lovely that they are happy, they deserve the best!
but i must admit, it has made me feel very lonely.
and i sound like a selfish little shit
and i'm thinking like a selfish little shit
it feels like my friends relationships grew while mine came crashing down
and i really didnt want to make a huge deal of it because they really do seem the happyest they have ever been. How can i possibly ruin that? I didnt want to be the ebeniza scrooge of the group. so i let it out on here, and thats proberly why i sound incredibly moody all the time on this blog. I want to seem like i go on at them all the time about how my relationship ended horribly, i dont want to worry them. Cos not all relationships end bad. I think mine was bad cos of the choices made.
I just want to go out and start having a laugh! and just going out loads but it doesnt seem to happen.
IM SO BORED NOWER DAYS
i never used to be:(
Peace
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